Low incomes are what makes those households unstable. Have you tried loving it instead of theorizing it as though poor people are test subjects? I grew up terribly poor. Poor nutrition comes from a lack of the money to purchase healthy food. Are you aware that foodies contributed to the rising of prices of even cheap cuts of meat and vegetables by reducing cooking food into a fashion or something to be an influencer on? That wannabe elites calling homemade breads and cheeses that their elitist forebears looked down on, “artisanal” as though it became special once made by them are farcical?

There’s nothing terrible about it, you shouldn’t get angry because your first attempt no doubt at a roux messed up. It’s a very basic recipe, tge proportions are correct

you did it wrong